Neurotic Buttshit

on communities

• gfox10: i remember the last time i tried to be a part of a community
• gfox10: was on the Spore forums
• gfox10: and i stopped giving a shit after a while after some chick whined about my art being better than hers in a contest
• gfox10: so i decided id pull out if i was making her feel bad just
• gfox10: because
• gfox10: and like after that she kinda ended up being the forum praised artist, probably because of her high amount of activity
• gfox10: and we were good for a bit but she also sorta stopped giving enough of a shit to talk after a bit
• gfox10: when she became one of the better known artists
• gfox10: and then i remembered why i don't do specific communities like that
• gfox10: i dont
• gfox10: care enough
• gfox10: i dont give a shit and i honestly dont give a shit what people think of me
• gfox10: and i never
• gfox10: fit in well because of it??
• gfox10: tumblr is the first site ive been able to fit in somewhere well
• gfox10: people like me or they dont, i like them or i dont
• gfox10: and i dont tolerate bs from people and i make very few exceptions
• gfox10: and i dont have to fight or squeeze or weasel my way up to be anyone friend
• gfox10: *anyone's
• gfox10: or for anyone to know who i am
• gfox10: its more like a go with the flow
• gfox10: kind of thing
• gfox10: god i have social issues hahahaha